WARNING : If you felt annoyed with the title, skip this post. Don't waste your time or torture yourself, reading this whole, long, nonsense and silly post~~I REPEAT....LONG, NONSENSE AND SILLY POST!!!!!
DONG BANG SHIN GI => THE RISING GODS OF THE EAST
OTHER NAMES => TVXQ & THSK
I first saw TVXQ through their MV called "Balloons" somewhere in 2008. At that time, I was deeply crazy for Super Junior. I accidentally found their MV while desperately searching to download for Super Junior's MV in 4Shared.
OTHER NAMES => TVXQ & THSK
I first saw TVXQ through their MV called "Balloons" somewhere in 2008. At that time, I was deeply crazy for Super Junior. I accidentally found their MV while desperately searching to download for Super Junior's MV in 4Shared.
MY FIRST IMPRESSIONS :
CHANGMIN => The cutest, adorable and good-looking among all the members. He looks like a J-Pop artist at first. FYI, he is my bias......still my bias.....and always be my bias!!!
JAEJOONG => The weirdo....
JUNSU => The ugliest among all the members......However, he absolutely has the cutest side of him.
YOOCHUN => No comment!!!!
YUNHO => No comment on him too!!!
Even though I didn't interested with them, I still kept on downloading their MVs because.....
1) I was expert in downloading videos at that time *Proud to myself* LOL (^o^)
2) I was completely immersed with K-Pop
3) TVXQ has more MVs compared to Super Junior
4) I can't deny that some of their songs are....well....NICE!! Or should I say that "I like some of their songs???" (?_?)
But still.....I love Super Junior!!!! Haha....
31st July, 2009 COMPLETELY CHANGED ME!!!!
I was CRYING while reading the article that JaeChunSu had filled their case about being "the slave" for 13 years contract!!! Yup, you didn't misread it. I WAS CRYING!!!!!
For a moment, I started to think. "Why am I crying like a fool for them?? They are just singers. They are just artist. They are just entertainers. They are not my family or my relatives or my friends so.....why am I crying for them??"
Well...I just left those questions hanging without being answered.
After the 31st July, 2009 incident, there were lots of rumors, speculations, clarifications, facts between both sides, JaeChunSu and SME sides. Including the false rumor about them officially breaking up, which I was totally fallen into it.
The lawsuit also caused "No DBSK, only THSK" situation, the cancellation of SM TOWN concert, their final participation in A-Nation Concert etc.......But I sill calm when heard those news~
Thank God I still have my Friendster. Friendster really helps me a lot, updating and following their news in that year. Since I didn't have accompany to share my grief about TVXQ's situation, Friendster was there.......being the shoulder, ear and counselor for me. Thank You~I guess, that is the reason why I didn't want to delete my account there~
During the second half of 2009, I have created a weird habit, that was "Listening to Dōushite Kimi o Suki ni Natte Shimattandarō? every time before I went to bed". Leaving that routine means, NO SWEET DREAM FOR ME!!! Besides that, my prays were dedicated along that weird habit of mine. Well....not everyday though~
YEAR 2010
Still with my habit......Checking their updates daily in AllKpop, downloading their songs, MVs, pictures, their videos in reality shows, my routine before going to sleep....bla bla bla.....
Then....On 3rd April 2010, TVXQ OFFICIALLY STOPPED THEIR GROUP ACTIVITIES!!!!! Which means, no DBSK, no THSK, no TVXQ TEMPORARILY!!!!
Which are also meant that.....
~Cassiopeia will not know how the future of TVXQ would turn out be
~Cassiopeia will not be able to see another work of TVXQ anymore
~Cassiopeia will not know the exact time to see TVXQ back again on stage as 5
GOD....For "Can't-remember-how-many-times", I CRIED AGAIN!!!! I CRIED AND CRIED and that news really affected my day~It is really painful, really hurt and I felt like....as if......half of my life was....GONE!!!
"Toki Wo Tomete" was their last work to be seen for Cassiopeia.
From that day onwards, I made a promise to myself that I wanted to support TVXQ as far as I could~And I also wanted to be one of the Cassiopeia but....I was LOST because I don't know where to start with~
And I think God fulfill my pray in the end.......I MET ERNEY!!!
All of the sudden, Erney asked me to become one of the admins in the group that she has created in Facebook. The purpose was to search for more members to send supportive letters to TVXQ. As I realised that my chance finally appeared in front of me, my answers would be YESSSSS!!!!!
That is it.....CSSPL TVXQ was officially created on 26th April, 2010.
Unfortunately, the group is not really active as before but I will try to update some news if I have free time~
And I also would like to thanks to Erney because without her, I am pretty sure that I will FOREVER become a "silence" unofficial Cassiopeia.
And I also would like to confess that I AM PROUD TO BECOME AN UNOFFICIAL CASSIOPEIA!!!!
And I also would like to confess that I AM PROUD TO BECOME AN UNOFFICIAL CASSIOPEIA!!!!
During the suspension of TVXQ's activities, I was glad to hear about their solo works. I am~
JaeJoong => Heaven's Postman and Sunao ni Naranakute
YunHo => No Limits and "Goong" musical
YooChun => Beautiful Love and SungKyunKwan Scandal
Junsu => "Mozart" musical and solo album "Xiah Junsu"
ChangMin => Paradise Meadow
Then.....A hurtful news for me and Erney.......THE FORMATION OF JYJ!!!
The reason why we dislike JYJ......TVXQ is still exist!!! Why did Avex create that group?? We knew that part of the reasons is to extend JaeChunSu's talent but by promoting that group, it seems as if TVXQ is just a history!!! And it is as if.....JaeChunSu didn't want to be part of TVXQ anymore!!! Meanwhile HoMin just keep humble and tried to avoid from media as far as they can with their "unclear current situation". For me, it SUCKS!! The group, the Thanksgiving Live Concert.....whatever~
However, that kind of thought completely WRONG!! I am a fool!!!!
The Thanksgiving Live Concert on 4th June 2010 when JYJ performed "W"
Yes....I am stupid. Without press conference, without the help of interviews, JaeChunSu expressed their thought and hope entirely in that song. Deep inside, they still waiting for HoMin to be with them again.
"W"....which represents the 5 of them as the stars as well as the symbol of Cassiopeia.
3 stars + 2 stars = 5 stars = W
"HoMin.....JaeChunSu is still keeping your position empty because they want you to return back to that position again one day"
God....I was CRYING again!!! I am so stupid.....Poor to JaeChunSu. Sorry~
And The Thanksgiving Live Concert....fuhhh....Full of tears~
I still remember that there was A week which gave me TOO much stress and pain.
WHY??
1) The death of Park Yong Ha which is JaeJoong's bestfriend. God....It was really hurt when I read that JaeJoong was in shock, he was completely in grief until he couldn't speak, even with the staffs.
2) The admission of Junsu to emergency room due to high fever. How I wish I could slap the Avex management for torturing JaeChunSu with their busy schedules. The incident happened at the same time during Park Yong Ha's death and at that time, JaeChunSu were still in US for recording. God....poor Junsu~
3) The participation of HoMin in SM TOWN Live Tour. The heartbreaking news is that, there will be no TVXQ this time and the second is.....HoMin is going to perform "Believe".
Hello....."Believe" is TVXQ's song!!! Not HoMin's song!!! What the fuck is wrong with SME to ask HoMin to sing that song??? Besides, "Believe" will not be completed without the 5 of them. Mark my word, SME!!!!
Finally.....The Cassiopeia managed to see the "Evil" faces in SME!!! Shut up about your new rule to protect your artist!! It is all L.I.E......They are trying to hide their own faults after what they have done to TVXQ. Not forgetting other artist too such as H.O.T, ShinHwa and most recently is HanKyung of Super Junior.
Tigers can't hide their strips!! And so is you, stupid SME!!!!
And I really hate KangTa for that. His position and situation is completely different from JaeChunSu so....he didn't have to act as if he knew how JaeChunSu felt like. Hate him so muchhhhhh.....I will torn his photo if I found any of that!!!
Hopefully, the remaining of the artist under SME will not become the victim of the contract~Hopefully~
However, I think YooChun can read every Cassiopeia's mind about JaeChunSu's relationship with HoMin nowadays.
Micky Yoochun: “With Yunho And Changmin, We Still Get Along Like We Used To”
"But we still get along like water, just as we used to. I don't think [our relationship] changed because of what happened."
THAT IS THE STATEMENT WE ALL WAITING FOR!!!!
Thank you so much YooChun for the calming statement. Even though they didn't spend much time together, as long as they still keep in touch, Cassiopeia ABSOLUTELY happy with the fact~
Why do I like TVXQ??
Simple answer :
There is no reason to like "someone".
Exact reason :
They are the first K-Pop group which I can recognise clearly each of their voices. I mostly prefer Junsu, YooChun & JaeJoong to sing slow song rather then a fast-beat one. ChangMin's voice really suit as a background for the other 4 but when it comes to high note, W.O.W!!!! YunHo also improves a lot. He has put all him emotion in every of their performances.
They can dance. I like YunHo and Junsu's mostly~
Acting......I'll choose YooChun and JaeJoong as my favorite one~YunHo.... hmmm...need to practise a lot while ChangMin, haha....his debut drama hasn't out yet so No Comment!!! Junsu.....I prefer him as a singer rather than an actor.
Their songs....But can't deny that some of it.......I don't like~
Their strong characters....Junsu the mood maker, YooChun the emotional one, JaeJoong the honest attention seeker, ChangMin the good and mean maknae and YunHo the responsible and reliable leader~
Their warmness and friendliness.....
They are humble and honest in any shows they are involved. When it comes to interview....to be precise~
Really enthusiastic when it comes to work. They show it even after practise so hard for their song. For me, they don't know the word "Exhausted"
They are goofy, silly, funny......
Most important is, their strong bonds.....More like brothers or a family even though I prefer YunHo appa and JaeJoong omma *_^
I'm out of words. Honestly, never regret to download all their videos even when I have to use more spaces in my mom's hard disc.
Oh....They are also one of my way to release tension.
Ok...Totally out of words!!!!
What if they are really breaking up one day??
Like what Matsuura Masato has mentioned, "Wanting them to get back together is my wish, but not getting back is their decision", somehow.....it really hurt to read between that line. And since this is also related to law, the possibility cannot be avoided.
I still support them as far as I can. If one of them continue to act, perhaps I will buy the DVD or if one of them release their solo album, I will search for the album at the store. Or perhaps I will pre-order it (Hopefully, I will get a job soon. Amin.....).
But my first reaction will be....CRYING!!!!
Yup....It is like....part of my life has gone. I mean, of course I am still alive but it feel like as if........I am lacking of something~
But I don't think that they will easily give up just like that. I mean, with all their hard work, the influence which they have built so far, JaeChunSu's hope during The Thanksgiving Live Concert, the continuous support from Cassiopeia and Bigeast.......I don't think TVXQ will easily show their while flag but once again, it is up to the law and the faith~
Whatever happen, I will still support TVXQ!!!!
What about in 20 years time??
I am almost 20 and in 20 years time, of course my fangirlisms will not as vigorous and obvious as I am right now. I may not be updated with their news, song, recent activities.....But one thing I can guarantee is that, their songs and MVs will always be in my mobile phone.
It was A.W.E.S.O.M.E!!!! I found several websites which only talks about TVXQ and guess what?? The admins, the staffs, the members, the readers....they really helpful towards each other. Consult each other, figure things out for each other, sometimes argue among each other which is cannot be avoided due to different opinions.....Sometimes, I joined their conversation through the shoutbox and it felts great when they are welcoming me. Haha.....=) Still remember when one of the groups help me to promote CSSPL TVXQ. Thanks again....
The interesting fact is that, almost all people around the world unite together because of TVXQ!!
A word to the "Fake" Cassiopeia
Stop calling yourself as a Cassiopeia while the truth is, you never done what a Cassiopeia suppose to do. When it comes to voting, where are you?? You prefer to vote for other artist rather that TVXQ!! Are you going to leave TVXQ just like that when they are facing through their difficult situation?? When it comes for projects, where are your participation?? When it comes for a support towards TVXQ, where the hell are you?? I really hate those kind of people!!!
If you are describing yourself as a fans of TVXQ, I can still bear it because I AM a fans of many artist, not only focus on K-Pop and J-Pop. But when you are using the specific name for TVXQ's fans, OKkkkk.....I wish to slap your face!!!
For the "Fake" Cassiopeia, back off!!!!!
Next lifetime.....Let's not have TVXQ
For the Cassiopeia, please don't bash me. I am totally agree with the article. And I am sure, for the sake of their happiness, you would probably agree with the article and me too~
In the next lifetime....Let's not have TVXQ. Let them be who they are.
Kim JaeJoong, Jung YunHo, Park YooChun, Kim Junsu and Shim ChangMin........
No more paparazzi, no more stalker, no more burden of work, no more camera flash following you where ever you go, no more lack of time you spend with your family, no more fake smile you put in front of the camera and the audience, no more gossip or scandal with other celebrities, no more lack of sleep, no more cautious with your attitude in front of t he public, no more revealing of your secret which is not supposed to be revealed, no more accepting harsh comments from the public, no more keeping secret of the girl that you have been dating and the most important is, no more tears from the 5 of you.
In the next lifetime, let's not be a Cassiopeia again, and an unofficial Cassiopeia for me!!!
I really can't bear to see the boys being hurt again and crying behind our back.
I really want them to do whatever they want to do. They can drink, they can smoke, they can play soccer, they can date the girls they like, they can cry, they can add more of their tattoos at their back, they can do their shopping, they can walk on the street with their friends without being follow etc............
Whatever they want to do, just do it as long as they are happy~
Oh God.....Huhhhhhhh~
We only experience ONCE, being a Cassiopeia and in love with TVXQ.
I don't know whether I will be born again in the next lifetime, which is the same as all of you. Therefore, please make use of this life to shower them with our continuous support and love~
My wish
Deep in my heart, as well as the other Cassiopeia and Bigeast too, I really want to see them unite again, perform on the same stage again. Even if their future cannot be predicted, I am willing to wait for them, even if it takes an ages for them to unite again.
Dear TVXQ, it has been a year since the lawsuit began. So much pain, so much obstacles, so much tears to be endured.....But just keep in mind, as long as JaeJoong and YooChun still has the tattoos......Cassiopeia, Bigeast and your fans will "Always Keep The Faith" on you!!
Dear TVXQ, please don't give up or lost your hope~We are all here, just for you~If you somehow lost along your journey, please remember your "Hug" song which marked the starting changes of your life~
~ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH~
Simple answer :
There is no reason to like "someone".
Exact reason :
They are the first K-Pop group which I can recognise clearly each of their voices. I mostly prefer Junsu, YooChun & JaeJoong to sing slow song rather then a fast-beat one. ChangMin's voice really suit as a background for the other 4 but when it comes to high note, W.O.W!!!! YunHo also improves a lot. He has put all him emotion in every of their performances.
They can dance. I like YunHo and Junsu's mostly~
Acting......I'll choose YooChun and JaeJoong as my favorite one~YunHo.... hmmm...need to practise a lot while ChangMin, haha....his debut drama hasn't out yet so No Comment!!! Junsu.....I prefer him as a singer rather than an actor.
Their songs....But can't deny that some of it.......I don't like~
Their strong characters....Junsu the mood maker, YooChun the emotional one, JaeJoong the honest attention seeker, ChangMin the good and mean maknae and YunHo the responsible and reliable leader~
Their warmness and friendliness.....
They are humble and honest in any shows they are involved. When it comes to interview....to be precise~
Really enthusiastic when it comes to work. They show it even after practise so hard for their song. For me, they don't know the word "Exhausted"
They are goofy, silly, funny......
Most important is, their strong bonds.....More like brothers or a family even though I prefer YunHo appa and JaeJoong omma *_^
I'm out of words. Honestly, never regret to download all their videos even when I have to use more spaces in my mom's hard disc.
Oh....They are also one of my way to release tension.
Ok...Totally out of words!!!!
Like what Matsuura Masato has mentioned, "Wanting them to get back together is my wish, but not getting back is their decision", somehow.....it really hurt to read between that line. And since this is also related to law, the possibility cannot be avoided.
I still support them as far as I can. If one of them continue to act, perhaps I will buy the DVD or if one of them release their solo album, I will search for the album at the store. Or perhaps I will pre-order it (Hopefully, I will get a job soon. Amin.....).
But my first reaction will be....CRYING!!!!
Yup....It is like....part of my life has gone. I mean, of course I am still alive but it feel like as if........I am lacking of something~
But I don't think that they will easily give up just like that. I mean, with all their hard work, the influence which they have built so far, JaeChunSu's hope during The Thanksgiving Live Concert, the continuous support from Cassiopeia and Bigeast.......I don't think TVXQ will easily show their while flag but once again, it is up to the law and the faith~
Whatever happen, I will still support TVXQ!!!!
I am almost 20 and in 20 years time, of course my fangirlisms will not as vigorous and obvious as I am right now. I may not be updated with their news, song, recent activities.....But one thing I can guarantee is that, their songs and MVs will always be in my mobile phone.
What is it like being one of the unofficial Cassiopeia??
It was A.W.E.S.O.M.E!!!! I found several websites which only talks about TVXQ and guess what?? The admins, the staffs, the members, the readers....they really helpful towards each other. Consult each other, figure things out for each other, sometimes argue among each other which is cannot be avoided due to different opinions.....Sometimes, I joined their conversation through the shoutbox and it felts great when they are welcoming me. Haha.....=) Still remember when one of the groups help me to promote CSSPL TVXQ. Thanks again....
The interesting fact is that, almost all people around the world unite together because of TVXQ!!
Stop calling yourself as a Cassiopeia while the truth is, you never done what a Cassiopeia suppose to do. When it comes to voting, where are you?? You prefer to vote for other artist rather that TVXQ!! Are you going to leave TVXQ just like that when they are facing through their difficult situation?? When it comes for projects, where are your participation?? When it comes for a support towards TVXQ, where the hell are you?? I really hate those kind of people!!!
If you are describing yourself as a fans of TVXQ, I can still bear it because I AM a fans of many artist, not only focus on K-Pop and J-Pop. But when you are using the specific name for TVXQ's fans, OKkkkk.....I wish to slap your face!!!
For the "Fake" Cassiopeia, back off!!!!!
For the Cassiopeia, please don't bash me. I am totally agree with the article. And I am sure, for the sake of their happiness, you would probably agree with the article and me too~
In the next lifetime....Let's not have TVXQ. Let them be who they are.
Kim JaeJoong, Jung YunHo, Park YooChun, Kim Junsu and Shim ChangMin........
No more paparazzi, no more stalker, no more burden of work, no more camera flash following you where ever you go, no more lack of time you spend with your family, no more fake smile you put in front of the camera and the audience, no more gossip or scandal with other celebrities, no more lack of sleep, no more cautious with your attitude in front of t he public, no more revealing of your secret which is not supposed to be revealed, no more accepting harsh comments from the public, no more keeping secret of the girl that you have been dating and the most important is, no more tears from the 5 of you.
In the next lifetime, let's not be a Cassiopeia again, and an unofficial Cassiopeia for me!!!
I really can't bear to see the boys being hurt again and crying behind our back.
I really want them to do whatever they want to do. They can drink, they can smoke, they can play soccer, they can date the girls they like, they can cry, they can add more of their tattoos at their back, they can do their shopping, they can walk on the street with their friends without being follow etc............
Whatever they want to do, just do it as long as they are happy~
Oh God.....Huhhhhhhh~
We only experience ONCE, being a Cassiopeia and in love with TVXQ.
I don't know whether I will be born again in the next lifetime, which is the same as all of you. Therefore, please make use of this life to shower them with our continuous support and love~
Deep in my heart, as well as the other Cassiopeia and Bigeast too, I really want to see them unite again, perform on the same stage again. Even if their future cannot be predicted, I am willing to wait for them, even if it takes an ages for them to unite again.
Dear TVXQ, it has been a year since the lawsuit began. So much pain, so much obstacles, so much tears to be endured.....But just keep in mind, as long as JaeJoong and YooChun still has the tattoos......Cassiopeia, Bigeast and your fans will "Always Keep The Faith" on you!!
Anyway, now I realised what is it feel like with the loss of late Michael Jackson to his fans!!!
